losing you to her and to the world.

i'm doing badly in english class

English in secondary school was easy. Now, its tough. very tough. i'm struggling with my essay writing. i'm just hoping to get a C for my english. if i don't, i'm gonna smack myself hard! =(

ANYWAYS! after stressing over assignments for a few weeks, its time to update this dead blog!


Julie managed to eat Vietnamese beef ball noodles with chopsticks!
Guess who was her teacher??
ME! pro leh?


they brought me to a shop called "Build a bear"
its pretty cool! Little Ashley would LOVE IT! u pick ur own bear, fill it up with cotton, go to the clothes section to pick an outfit for it then make a birth certificate for it! i MIGHT get a few for my little cousins =)


went for my floor formal and wore my winter jacket for the FIRST time! pretty anot? =p
my toes were frozen cuz i didn't have any nice flats so i had to wear heels out to the COLD!



decided to take a walk by the river with my friends one evening. a smart part of the river was frozen! should be quite pretty when the whole river become icy.


introducing my favourite breakfast!!
Sausage Biscuit from Tim Hourtons! mmmmmm


played a cookie monster
and "smack ur hands in the crocodile's mouth" game while drinking bubble tea! not as nice as home but definately a BIGGER cup! haha.

back to studying.. got a chem lab exam this coming tuesday. pray for me! ;)

Mooncake Festival

it was celebrated a few weeks ago, but o wells! im bored and i have nothing to post up, so ill just post up my first mooncake festival away from home!

so this year kaylee didnt get to play lanterns, burn ants and peanuts with my lil cousins. i also didnt get to sit at the garden with my family, enjoy hot chinese tea, mooncake and pomelo. =/

this year, i celebrated mooncake festival, WESTERN style! haha. with pizza AND mooncake!


it was the 1st time Julie tried mooncake and she said it tasted abit like peanut butter. haha.everyone say i look VERY young! haha.
i LIKE! =p

my first snowfall!! =)

this week the weather has been CRAZILY cold!
and finally on thursday morning, Edmonton SNOWED!! =)
i had a 8am class that day. for the FIRST time, kaylee JUMPED out of bed!
the 1st thing she did?
look out the window and saw.....
SNOW!!
i was sooooooo HAPPY! =D
i just stared at it for awhile and realized how beautiful it was.
it was VERY cold that day, but since its my first day with snow i didnt mind.




took it in the morning. can see the snow falling anot??


cars were all covered with snow

took from my room in the afternoon


snow all over our clothes and hair. haha.

*bbbrrrrrrrr*
more snow to come!

stress week is over and thanksgiving weekend is here! time to eat, sleep and watch movie for 2 days before i start work again!

i miss home. =(

bad bad

it's terrible to have fever + cough + flu during autumn. =(

here u are, suffering from the coldness of the weather, the wind blows and ur nose starts having this funny feeling, ur throat goes extra dry, u start coughing and it hurts cuz its so dry and ur fever starts kicking in. o my gosh. not a very nice feeling.

note to self: don't get sick during winter! but its quite impossible. apparently EVERYONE gets sick during winter. =s

had a great weekend with mummy in Vancouver before she left. another goodbye to go through but it was worth it! =') wish i could go back with her, but maybe God's putting me here to train me to be tougher! i WILL pass this TEST!

midterms and assignments are keeping me superbly busy! can't wait for Thanksgiving break!

my first outing!

sunday was a VERY COLD and WINDY weekend
because of the craving for chinese food, my roommate and i manage to pull ourselves out of bed and headed out to Whyte Avenue for brunch!


the road i walk to classes everyday. the bus stop is right infront.


goooood yummy BIG portion chinese food!
prefer mummy's homecook food though..


first time using my debit card! haha. was quite scared i'd press a wrong button and give too much tips! kiam siap but hello! im a student! =p



roommate had bubble tea but i decided to save the money to try out ice cream from a famous shop!


chocolate mint ice cream mixed with peanut and almond crush! mmmmm.
Queen, u'd love this!


introducing kaylee's friends!
kaylee, hayley, sharmaine


bought some groceries on the way back


kaylee survived her 2nd week without mummy and kohkoh! =)
as a reward, she gets to meet mummy next weekend! can't wait!

*ppssstt* jamie! was wearing ur scarf and it kept me WARM! =)

song of the season


When the stage is bare tonight
there's no one else
Just You and me


When the curtains close behind
there's no pretense
I'm on my knees

I will lay down my life
for the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It's all because of You, all because of You

The God i know
Righteous & Holy
The God i know
Faithful & True
The God i know
my Tower of Refuge
Hearts are healed, Christ revealed
The God i know
Light of the city
The God i know
Strengthens the weak
The God i know
Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

Lord,
as i go through this new chapter of my life, teach me to rely on U more and more. Allow me to learn more about U during my time here. i know the God i know from Malaysia is with me in Canada and will always be with me wherever i am. thank U, Lord! =)